Damn This Crazy World!!!!

Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker...........

OMG why the hell have I been thinking about this incredibly gorgeous man for the past like, 2 days?? I mean, I do think about him every so often but this seems very different. The other day out of my own curiousity I browsed through pictures of him on Getty Images and was shocked to read a summery under one acknologing a beautiful young woman beside him as his "wife". I was very suprised because I had no idea he was married. I know that he was engaged to the mother of his son but they broke up in 2003 and if he was married I think I would know about it....wouldn't I?? I honestly think the writer of that summery was mistaken and I refuse to believe anything else until I read some hard core proof :/. God, I would be so devestated if it was true and he's married. I know that I'm only 16 but and what I'm feeling may be just bullshit BUT DAMMIT IT HURTS!!!! I mean, I came across Toni Braxton's new song "Trippen" on the internet and listened to it and within seconds it made me think of Chris. I must have listened to that song 6 or 7 times consecutively.

God, I am so fucked up *shakes head*.