3 Days Till Xmas :)

Christmas is almost here and I feel like I should be happy, but I'm not. This week, I've probably felt more desolate than I ever have. I'm stressed out over things that I can't do anything about and I don't feel like doing things that I used to enjoy. I just feel like I'm doing less and less. Yesterday I hardly ate anything, and what I did eat was overprossesed and junk. I look horrible. I haven't done anything productive. I don't know of anything to look forward to in the New Year. But I guess I shouldn't go into 2006 with any certian expectations, because more than likely I'll end up getting hurt and disappointed. But still, one thing I would like to see more than anything, would be Michael doing an interview. Eventually he'll have to do some sort of promotion for the charity single that's almost finished and I think an interview might include that. So, that's one little thing I'm expecting.

Alot of people make New Years Resolutions. I might make a few. Kinda need to.