Semester Exams: Day 2
I did quite well on my algebra semester exam today. Well, a 75-C isn't half bad IMO. I don't know what my six-weeks average will be. Probably a D or a low C at the best, I think. But all that matters is my semester average, which includes my six-weeks averages so far and my semester exams. I'm positive I've passed all of my classes this semester so I guess that's all that matters. The rest of the year will be cake.
Biology went pretty well too, considering I should have studied a little bit more but I was feeling too down last night to do so. I think I made a B or C. Not really worrying about it.
Tomorrow is my last test and then it's 2 WEEKS off!!!! Thank god. History is the one I'm taking. I don't even know why I should take a shower in the morning. I mean, I only have to take my exam and I can get up and leave as soon as I've finished. Dad is picking me up at 8:30, 20 minutes earlier so that I don't have to wait and wait.
"janet." STILL didn't come in today!!
Mom said she'll have to check her email to see if she got a messege saying it isn't availible. If she hasn't then I will wait 1 MORE DAY and that's it. Why do I get this feeling like that CD was the same one I tried to order a few months ago but wasn't availible?? Daaaaayyuuuum. I'll put a million bucks on it that's the problem. Tomorrow though.....
Why do I find myself only wanting to listen to sad music with sad lyrics?? It's kinda crazy, I know but I've been listening to Janet's "The Velvet Rope" all evening and that album really does have this overlay of saddness in all of it. And you know what else?? I find myself actually loving Eminem's "When I'm Gone". Isn't that crazy?? Especially considering what he's talking about in that song.
Please^^^. How can I talk to myself like this?? Damn, I know the reason why I enjoy listening to that kind of music now and it doesn't take a psycologist to figure it out. I just MIGHT be depressed. Maybe it's just a 16-year-old thing but seriously, I don't know how long of feeling this way is going to last. I should feel happy. There's no reason why I shouldn't. But I don't.
Feeling fatigued now.
Biology went pretty well too, considering I should have studied a little bit more but I was feeling too down last night to do so. I think I made a B or C. Not really worrying about it.
Tomorrow is my last test and then it's 2 WEEKS off!!!! Thank god. History is the one I'm taking. I don't even know why I should take a shower in the morning. I mean, I only have to take my exam and I can get up and leave as soon as I've finished. Dad is picking me up at 8:30, 20 minutes earlier so that I don't have to wait and wait.
"janet." STILL didn't come in today!!
Mom said she'll have to check her email to see if she got a messege saying it isn't availible. If she hasn't then I will wait 1 MORE DAY and that's it. Why do I get this feeling like that CD was the same one I tried to order a few months ago but wasn't availible?? Daaaaayyuuuum. I'll put a million bucks on it that's the problem. Tomorrow though.....Why do I find myself only wanting to listen to sad music with sad lyrics?? It's kinda crazy, I know but I've been listening to Janet's "The Velvet Rope" all evening and that album really does have this overlay of saddness in all of it. And you know what else?? I find myself actually loving Eminem's "When I'm Gone". Isn't that crazy?? Especially considering what he's talking about in that song.
Please^^^. How can I talk to myself like this?? Damn, I know the reason why I enjoy listening to that kind of music now and it doesn't take a psycologist to figure it out. I just MIGHT be depressed. Maybe it's just a 16-year-old thing but seriously, I don't know how long of feeling this way is going to last. I should feel happy. There's no reason why I shouldn't. But I don't.
Feeling fatigued now.
posted by SL @ 10:54 PM
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