Mild Depression Gets Old Fast....

I felt really low again today. I don't understand I mean, I got enough sleep but I was still struggling to stay awake in some of my classes. Maybe it's because I didn't get to have coffee this morning, but every online depression test I've taken recently has come back with "mild depression symptoms". Why should I be suprised?? Since I was 12 years old my life has been like a damn roller coaster and my social life has been non-existint for almost that long. But then again at least I could find my own way to escape from it and be happy. BUT it's has become more and more obvious in the past couple of months that this has gotton noticably worse.

I'm hoping that this doesn't get worse. I would be so scared if it did and I had to get on antidepressants because of what those can make you do.

Perhapes tomorrow will not be so grey in my mind.