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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Please week be over!!

Finally, I've had a chance to update!!! I feel like I worked myself into the ground today. 1st period, I had to do an aspect presentation on the book "One Fat Summer". I was only half-prepared, but I only had to talk for about 3 minutes, so I asked if I could go ahead and do mine. Normally, I wouldn't do this, but I felt I should just get it over with. I'm still kind of disappointed and embarassed over how it turned out. Before I went up, I knew exactly what I wanted to say, but I go up to the podium and freeze. Ms. Wallen asks me why Bobby's(main character) mother is always encouraging him to eat and be himself, and although my answer to her was correct, I wish I could have just said that she was "defending him" instead of "protecting". It would have made a bit more sense.

2nd period I had to drive. I would have done better had I practiced at least once eariler this week. I keep having these problems braking early at stop signs and such. It starts to get old being corrected so often. The other girl in my driving group, a junior, did alot better than I. Next week might be better, hopefully.

3rd period I had to make up a quiz. 4th period, working on a new unit in which I have homework that is not finished yet. 5th, review for a quiz. 6th, we began disecting animals. I ended up disecting a frog. All of the animals are full of these chamicals that literally smell like shit. I don't know what was making me want to pass out more, the chamicals or looking at the insides of a frog.

7th, continued working on chapter 13 worksheets that are due tomorrow.

The past few days, I haven't felt as anxious as I used to. I've only been sleeping about 5 and a half hours of sleep a night. I haven't gone to the library during my study halls. Hell, I didn't even get online this morning. I'm listening to Sarah McLachlan more and really getting into her music. I didn't realize until recently how innovative of an artist and how beautiful her voice is. I'm hoping I can soon buy one of her albums, like "Surfacing" or "Afterglow" :)

Almost bedtime. Better go.

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