3:26 pm

Kind of a crappy day today. I caught up on my sleep but now my TV is officially BROKEN and now I'm a little bored. Well, Zach did have this ancient TV from nienie's but the sreen is horrible and you have to pull on a freakin knob to turn it on and it's absolutly huge. Mom said we could rent a small TV from rent-a-center for a few weeks and then maybe we could buy one somewhere.

I'm not really freaking out over this, I could live without my TV for a few days.

Someone on MJNO brought up a website in one of thier posts and it's called MJ-Cafe.com. I checked it out and it's actualley interesting. There's this FAQ section about Michael Jackson and there's this one part about how Michael and Ddebbie Rowe's kids were concieved. Turns out, it was a tabloid that innitially started that rumor and soon the rest of the media followed up on that story and ultimantly left the public mislead and biased.

I don't want to go in deph about this issue because that kinda says it all, no???

The media is so corrupt at this point that there's no way it can go back. And free speach is abused.

Peace&Love, SL

2:00 am

This has been one hell of a night and it's complete bullshit.

We ended up leaving at 12:30 tonight. All of us were sleepin in this one big tent and Dad ended up bringing that freakin fan which was blowing on me. We were sleepin on that hard ass ground and to top it all off, Dad wouldn't stay still and couldn't fall asleep. I finally got up and walked to the bathroom and mom went after me soon after. That's when we all decided we had had enough and wanted to go home. To make a long story short, we decided to all go home and here we are.

I had a difficult and emotional moment while we were at the camp grounds but I don't want to talk about it right now. I need to sleep on it and I'll feel better.

Peace&Love, SL

12:06 am

Damn, it has been an exausting day!! I woke up at 5:30 this morning with cramps in my lower belly. No, I didn't start my period but damn, it hurt like hell. I really shouldn't have eaten like that right before I went to sleep.

I went back to sleep and I had to wake up at 11 because we were going out to eat and then to the mall. It's a hell of a long drive to B'Ham and we ended up eating at some BBQ place that we haven't eaten at in several years. It was crappy. I ordered a chicken sandwich with lettuce and honey mustard. I thought it was like a fried chicken sandwich but it was just shredded chicken. It would have been better if I hadn't ordered lettuce on it. My salad was just as bad. The only thing I really enjoyed was the fries we all ordered. I wish we had eaten at OliveGarden.

The mall was the exausting part. The first things we did was shop for school clothes. I'm very pickey and I couldn't find hardly anything I liked and I only found a pair of jeans(which I really like and they fit me perfectly) and a cute pink top.

Zach is easy to shop with he found almost all of his school clothes.

Finally, we finished and I wanted a pretzal because I had hardly eaten my dinner so we did that and then we went to the sitting area in front of the pet shop.

We went home and we had to listen to the "Saturday Night Fever" soundtrack that Dad had bought. Absolutly horrible I gotta tell ya.

I'm glad we're home now. Tomorrow mom and I are going to Goodies so maybe I'll find some clothes there. And we'll go to Rue 21 later.

I completly got the camping days mixed up!!! Tomorrow(well actually today) is Friday but we're not leaving until Saturday.

So tomorrow I'll clean my room(vacum, etc.) and then I'll get my crap together for camping.

I guess that's it for now.

Peace&Love, SL

12:04 am

Alot of people might think this is really wiered but you see, there's this MusicMatch radio thing that we have installed into our computer and you get like an hour of free music a day and there's all kinds of radio stations. Well, I've become really fasinated with Opera and i'm listening to it now. Those singers have got to be the most talented singers ever and damn...they can hit some really high notes.

I don't know why I'm becoming so fasinated with this classical type music but it's making me think alot. Like, maybe I'll want to get into things like this when I go to collage!!! Hmmmm.....come to think of it it's waaay to soon to think about that but it's a nice thought.

Anyway, tomorrow we're going to Birmingham to eat and go to the mall!! Why we're doing all this the day before we go camping I don't know. We haven't been out to eat in a while and I would like to eat at the Olive Garden...I've really been having a craving for Italian food.

School will be starting soon so I have to have some supplies. Not much, just some binders, paper, plently of pencils and pens, and tab dividers.

I defenantly need more new clothes. I probably should also get afew sweaters for cooler weather because it'll be coming real soon after school starts.

I really do not want t get into deph about school starting and all that I'll talk about that alot later.

Tomorrow's gonna be crazy and the next day I'll be getting ready to go camping so I really won't be on this computer much, if at all. Maybe I'll write something right before we leave for the camp grounds.

Peace&Love, SL

4:16 pm

Dear Lamb,

Only 2 more days until we go camping!!! I'm really looking forward to this and I hope this trip is better than the last one last year.

I'm only gonna do my own thing and try to avoid people the majority of the time. I want to go out in the more remote areas and explore alot. I don't have a bike though I completly forgot!!! I guess could walk if there isn't a bike around here. Come to think of it, I think Zach might have one but I don't know.

I don't think I'll get all of my things together until the day we leave. We won't leave to go down there until late afternoon I'm guessing.

Guess what I heard about Michael J. recently?? Well, Tom Meserau did an interview with BBC I believe and revealed that Michael went to the hospital shortly after he was aquitted. I don't think it was RIGHT AFTER though because they went straight back to Neverland Ranch after the virdict and Jermaine said Michael got a sandwich and put on the 3 Stooges and then went to bed. It might have been a day or so after he was aquitted before he went back to the hosptial.

This really isn't that suprising considering how he looked walking into the courthouse that day. Tom Meserau said he lost a ton of weight(extremely obvious) and was dehydrated. You combine that with him being terrified of what was going to happen to his kids, him barely sleeping, and people threatening to kill him outside the courthouse everyday.....and you have a damn good reason to get yourself into a hospital.

Thank god he's out of the country now(as far as I know) and I'm sure he's doing so much better health wise and emotionally.

I'm really hungery now so I'm gonna go.

Peace&Love, SL

9:26 pm

Dear Lamb,

Nothing has happend today, as usual. Mom is still at work I guess and won't be home until 10 or 11.

I still haven't watched that movie I rented last Friday!!! I'll defantly watch it tonight.

Michael J.'s defence attorney Tom Meserau did a radio interview today or yesterday about this past case and other cases he's done. He slammed the media for the coverage of the Michael Jackson trial and the other celebrity trials, like he should I completly agree with him.

One interesting thing that was brought up was the fact that this trial lasted so long. I can certianly be believed that that's the prosecution's stupid mistake. They thought that thier sham conspirisy thoery would support the molestation and alchahol charges and I guess they wanted this case to last as long as it possibly could. Turns out, the conspirisy thoery was a %100 LIE and it was tore apart by the defence, and to top it all off, it only complicated thier entire case more and it must have confused jurors alot.

The audio of the interview strangely stopped when it got to a part where someone emialed a question about wiether or not Michael will sue Tom Sneddass for malicious prosecution. Hopefully a transcript will come up later.

Peace&Love, SL

12:15 am

Dear Lamb,

What a crazy day!!! Here's all that I've done.

*Woke up at 2:00 pm. Took a Tylonal PM the night before and made me sleep for 11 hours and took several more for it to wear off.

*Watched TV and listened to music.

*Went to Boaz with nienie and we went to Wal-Mart where there was an outside sale in the 90 degree weather and I found a black bikini but it kinda doesn't fit me so....

*Went to Dollar Tree and I got some chips, candy, 2 meditation CDs which I find really cool but I think I should have gotton 2 that were all just piano. I also got a candle which I like very much.

*Went to Krystal and I got some chicken bites.

*Dropped nienie off

*Came home and mom began doing some hard core cleaning and I helped her move some furniture around in the living room. It looks great now.

*Cleaned my room and made my bed.

*Took a shower but didn't wash my hair.

And that's pretty much it.

Still no news on Michael J. yet. Not that that's a bad thing it isn't at all. There was this story posted on MJNO about Michael's kid's nanny wanting to marry Michael and this was supposedly said by his ex manager in an "exclusive interview" but guess what?? It was in the freakin National Enquirer and I know that Frank Delio wouldn't do an interview with them and plus, the name of the tabloid just says it all for me so.....I don't buy a word of it.

That's all I have to write for now so I might write again tomorrow.

Peace&Love, SL

8:50 pm

Dear Lamb,

This night would be perfect if Zach wasn't here. Mom is at work, dad is at work, I'm listening to some really great music on my MusicMatch Jukebox player, I haven't come across aything negative about Michael J. today!!!!

I still need to make my bed and clean up my room a bit and I still need to take a shower. OK, I defenantly will at 9:30.

Another thing I haven't done yet is watch a new movie I rented last night. It's called "The Dreamers" and guess what.....it's NC-17!!!!! It's NC-17 for explict sexual content but I don't know in what way it's racy. Oh well, I'm gonna watch it tonight maybe so I'll find out then.

Peace&Love, SL

6:08 pm

Dear Lamb,

I got my hair done today!!!! I had an apointment at 2:00 today and I got it colored a rich brown color and really pretty. And it was cut into some layers and blowdried. It turned out great today and I really like it.

I haven't done much today other than that. I didn't wake up until 12:30 I think. Mom and Dad went out to eat at the Crakerbarrel and Me and Zash are here alone. I would like to rent a movie tonight but I don't know what.

Sorry I didn't anything yesterday I was too distracted by other things, as usual.

Peace&Love, SL

1:08 am

Dear Lamb,

I searched aroubd alot and I finally found a pic that I like to use for my profile photo. It's really sexy and I might change it agian depending on what mood I'm in so.....

This video I'm trying to downlaod is taking a hell of a long time. It'll probably be done in about a half hour....hopefully.

Peace&Love, SL

12:28 am

Hi, sorry I didn't write earlier I was too distratcted about other things. Right now I'm downloading the FULL version of "You Rock My World" which was posted on MJNO and I've never seen it before.

I wanted to change my profile photo with a another REALLY cool Janet Jackson pic but it was a little too big. I can probably find that same pic somehwere else.

I've been having some really wiered food cravings lately. It's probably from reading Mom's cookbooks perhaps. I hope we go out to eat sometime this week but we hardly have time to cook anything here so......

You're not going to believe what's going on with Michael right now and it's so ridiculus. OK, some asshole guy made sexual assault allgetions against Michael back in November of last year and he's filed a cival suit for $50,000 in medical fees because he claims that he suffered emotional distress.....my ass.

Here's the real story. He claims this happened when he was 18 years old and it was back in the mid-80s when Michael was on tour and in New Orleans. He claims that he was held against his will in Michael's limo, drugged, and had his head licked by Michael.....I'm not kidding. What makes this story so stupid is the fact that he ACTUALLY claims that his memory of this was supressed until the new allegations emerged in November 2003.

You repress memories of being sexually assaulted at 18 as soon as new seprate allegations come out against the same person and you don't decide to take any action against that person until a year later(and when details of the seprate allegations have come out)???

Complete Bullshit. I don't buy a word of it.

A court hearing was sceduled in New Orleans for this Wednesday but strangely niether Michael nor his attorneys showed up. Brian Oxman says there were technical reasons why this happened and I believe that must be so because you don't back out of something like that for personal reasons.

There is more proof that these allegations are bullshit and I would write about it but I think I'm gonna go now.

Peace&Love, SL

11:20 pm

Dear Lamb,

It's been quite busy since this past late afternoon. First, Ava came over like she's been for the past several weeks. See, Haley has gone back to work and she works nights and on Tuesdays Zach goes out to play basketball so we have to babysit Ava.

Anyway, while she was staying here I was trying to find a picture that I really like very much and use it as my signiture on MJNO. It's a pic of Janet Jackson and she looks soooo beautiful in it. To make a long story short, thanks to somebody on a Janet Jackson forum I recently registered on, I actually learned to edit that photo using the Paint thingy. There's still a few more things I need to find out how to do to it and then I can edit my signiture.

I did some cleaning in my room tonight. I vacumed the floor and took my dirty bedding off. After I did that I took a shower and shaved my legs. And here I am now.

I emailed some girl from MJNO who had a download of the full version of the "You Rock My World" video. She said in a post that anyone who wanted it should email her and I did. hopefull I'll get a reply form her maybe tonight or tomorrow.

I'm getting my hair done Friday. I don't really know how I want it cut and I might get it colored. I'm thinking like a rich chocolate brown color and have it cut to shoulder lengh, or like a half inch past my shoulders. Mom wants me to get it cut so that it's stick straight and she actually said she wanted me to go blonde!!! I mean, I've always thought about being blonde but those are just fantisies and I don't think I would look good with that color.

Basically, Mom wants my hair to look like that of those preppy girls at school and I hate that. I don't want to look like a prep and I'm not. Girls like Rikka, Courtney, etc. think they're pretty but they're really not and I don't envy them a single bit and never have.

I must be really bored if I'm rambling on like this so I'm gonna go. Bye.

Peace&Love, SL

5:05 pm

Dear Lamb,

It was pissing rain a few minutes ago and we had a power surge. It's cleared up now though. Nothing interesting has happened today all I've done is watched TV. I really need to wash my bedding and vacum my floor.

I don't really feel comfortable writning what's on my mind right now. Dad is awake and it's bugging me even though he's really not doing anything....sorry that's really wiered.

I have some things about life that I want to write about and I will later I promise!!!

Peace&Love, SL

1:23 am

Dear Lamb,

Sorry I didn't write anything else earlier. Thankfully Dad works nights this week(10 pm-7 am) maening he'll be asleep all day. Right now I'm downloading that Say Say Say video but for some wiered reason it's taking the longest time!!!! At the rate it's going right now It'll probably take over and hour for that thing to fully download.

Sorry agian, I don't really have anything interestng to write about. Oh yeah, we're going camping next weekend and I'm looking forward to that. I need to look for a new bathing suit the one I have now is too small.

I'm leaving now I'm too bored.

Peace&Love, SL

2:43 pm

Dear Lamb,

Yaaaaaaayyyyy! I finally found it!!! Sombody finally found that video clip I was talking about yesterday from LWMJ!!! I'm downloading it now.

I just woke up about an hour or so ago. Dad STILL hasn't gone back to work...I think he goes back tonight. He's been off for over a week though, WTF???

Anyway, I really have no energy to do anything right now I think I'm gonna want to take a nap soon. Those Tylonal PMs are strange. A few days ago when I took them to go to sleep earlier I woke up and later and I wanted to take a nap.

Later....

Peace&Love, SL

9:15 pm

Dear Lamb,

I really need to take a shower tonight. I think I'm going to in about 15 minutes even though I still haven't made my bed or taken out trash and my dirty clothes first.

Still no luck on that LWMJ clip I really want to see so badly. I requested it quite a few times om MJNO and even IsItScary Forums and still nothing. Right now, the only place where I could for sure get this clip is jetzi.com, which I can't for reasons I've stated earlier.

I started a thread on MJEOL because I haven't asked for it there yet and maybe somebody will have it there. There are many other popular Michael Jackson forums where I could ask for this but....it is just a video download. I still hope sombody from MJEOL has it.

I'll be back later.

Peace&Love, SL

2:31 pm

Dear Lamb,

Hi, I woke up about an hour and a half ago. I wish Zach had stayed at nienie's or else I'd be here alone. Dad goes back to work today or tomorrow THANK GOD!!! I've been trying to find a video clip of that part of the Living With Michael Jackson documentary where Michael talks about an embarrassing sexual expieriance he had with Tatum O' Neal. I remember seeing that part of it but it was such a long time ago and I barely remember a few words. I made a request for it at MJNO at the Mulitimedia Downloads and Requests section but no responce yet. Of course I could view it at Jetzi.com but then I'd have to install that horrible RealPlayer....again. I think mazzi might have it and maybe I'll get a response from her soon.

I'm gonna go check back now.

Peace&Love, SL

7:17 pm

Dear Lamb,

Guess what I've uploaded??? Its this long video clip of Michael recording his part of "We Are The World" way back in the mid-80s or earlier. Here's the link to it: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=188EJXTM I might want to watch it later. I also got to finally see that part of the Oprah interview back in 1993 in which Oprah asked Michael about his virginity!!! I thought I would be able to tell wiehter or not he was at that time by watching the actual interview instead of reading the transcript, but I honestly can't!!! I have absolutly NO idea if he was or not. I mean, not that it's any of my business, it's not at all. Ok, I'm not talking about it anymore.

And guess what I also found out today!!! On MJNO there was a post in one of the threads and someone siad that Michael has planned to do an interview with some french guy who is also a good friend of his. I don't know if this is just media speculation or it could just be a rumor, which it actually still is at the moment.

I'm home alone now. Mom is at work, Zach at nienie's, and Dad gone to play golf. I have to tape a show for him until 8. When Mom gets home tonight we're going to Wal-Mart. What she needs to go there at midnight for I don't know but I guess I'll go with her.

That's all I have to write for now so, until we meet again....LOL.

Peace&Love, SL

11:11 pm

Dear lamb,

I just took a shower. Mom went to another one of those bridal shower things. I couldn't go to onw because she said it's only for adults. The last time she went to one of those she didn't get back home until early the next morning!!! No, I'm not implying anything....I mean, it must be a long drive from here so.....

Anyway, I took a nap around 7 today and didn't wake up until 9 something. I thought I got enough sleep last night. I'm going to take a Tylonal PM in about 15 minutes so I don't stay up until 4 something in the morning again.

I don't know if I still have a crush on Chris Tucker anymore. A short while ago I really did but the more I'm starting to find out about him the more unattrative he is to me...as a person I mean. Not that I think he's a rude or badass type of guy or anything like that, that's not it at all it's just that hypethetically, if I met him in person now I don't think I would be attracted to him. Damn, it hard to explain specifically why I feel that way.

The next movie I really want to see in theaters is "The Island" with Ewan Megregger and Scarlet Johanson. It's kinda hard to decribe what the plot of the movie is, it's very sci-fi and there's alot of action and I guess it's a little bit of a love story as well. I think it's a cool movie and that's what I want to see.

Zach and dad are alseep now so I'm kinda alone now....I'm hungery too I'm gonna go now.

Peace&Love, SL

3:39 pm

Dear Lamb,

I didn't go to sleep until 4 something this morning. It was around 1:30 something when I woke up and I fixed that vox of spirals macaroni and cheese. It didn't really turn out that well at all to be honest I ended kup only taking a couple of bites of it and then throwing it all out. I think the noodles would have been better.

Today is Friday!!!! I was thinking yesterday if Mom was ging to have to work today or else we could go see a movie or something but I think she may have to....not that there's anything interesting playing right now anyway. I could just rent a movie from Blockbuster....I've wanted to check out that movie "American Beauty" but I don't really know what it's about. I'll look it up later.

Dad's has to get on the computer in about 10 minutes so I have to go now but I'll write more later.

Peace&Love

11:27 pm

Dear Lamb,

I just took a shower and I tried something interesting. On MJEOL Forums there was this thread about Michael Jackson's skin and this lady posted something about how she mixes honey and milk and puts that on her face and leaves it on for 5 minutes and then you rinse it off. I thought this was real interesting so I decided to try it so before I took a shower I mixed up some honey(really old honey) and milk and put it on my face in the bathroom. I'm telling you, it stinks!!! Alot of people think honey smells so good but it makes me want to gag. But when I rinsed it off in the shower my skin did kinda feel smooth. Maybe I'll try it agian.

In other things, I was checking out other people who live in the same city that I do and some of them I actually go to school with!!!! This is a really popular place to start blogs, though. Jhonna Greer was one of them I found. I go to school with her but I've never really spoken to her. There are many people with blogs here from Albertville but I don't really wish to read any of them. That sounds kinda self-centered doesn't it??? That I expect everybody to read my blog but I won't read anyone else's....LOL.

Right now I'm lisening to Janet Jackson's "Every Time" song. It's really a beautiful song and I love listening to it. The video is just as great.

I want to hear something from Michael Jackson!!! He hasn't been seen in public since he was....you know...and I know that his health was horrible by the time the trial ended and he had lost so much wieght. I think eventually he'll publically speak about this, but I have to admit it's still too soon and that probably won't happen for a while. He's still in Bahrain with his kids relaxing.

Well, that's all I feel like writing for now. C-ya!!!

Peace&Love, SL

Hi!!! Welcome To My New Blog!!!

I kinda created this blog impulsively, shall we say. It seems realy cool doesn't it??? I was getting really bored with my last one and I think I would like to start off a clean slate. I'm still trying to figure out how to administer this one...my last one was easier I have to admit. I like the tempate so far but I might change it depending on my mood. Some people might wonder my I named my new blog LeoSunFlower. Well, simply put, I like the name Leo. If I have a baby one say and it's a boy that's what I'll name him. And I thought the word Sunflower went well with it. I didn't really think about it that much it just came about.

And that Janet Jackson pic over there in my profile. Of course I don't look like that I wish I did though. That was just something I had with me and I decided to use that for the time being. I might change it later tonight or tommorow.

I'm really exited now this is cool!!! Well, I hope other people like this blog as much as I do and maybe this one will be more popular than my last one.

I guess that's it for now, I gotta figure out how to work this thing.

Peace&Love