Just Another Bad Day....

Well, it wasn't exactly horrible but I was certianly ill as a hornet. I didn't fall asleep this morning until probably 12:30 or 1 am. Physically I felt awake today but mentally I was just out of it. I haven't laughed once today.

Something really horrible happened to Ms. Milner, my art teacher, last night. Her house burned to the ground. I don't think anyone knows what caused it but very likely it could have been an electrical fire. Thankfully, her two young children were not with her when this happened but she has lost everything. She only got out of her house with her wallet and keys. Mr. Macabee(principal) asked all of us and the staff if we could possibly donate money to help her get off her feet. Unfortuantly, I had no money to donate but since her and the kids will need clothes, I'm wondering if it would be possible to donate alot of old clothes of mom's that she never wears. This is something I need to do this week. God, how could something like this happen to her, of all people?? And this close to Christmas??? She has got to be the last deserving person to have something like this happen to. She already has enough negative things happening in her life right now. She's going through a divorce and her husband is trying to take away her kids. At the moment, I don't know where she is staying but I could guess it's a relative or friend or something. Thankfully, her insurance will cover appliances and things like that that where lost in the fire but that won't happen for a few more weeks. In the meantime and and maybe longer, she and her kids will need all the help they can get.

Mike In Oman(2 more pics)

These 2 cool new pics of Michael in Oman surfaced today. I was wondering what that was he was earing over that cool shirt and I thought it was like a vest or somehting but it looks like some article of clothing that Muslims wear. I like it:)

I know it's terribly rude of me to comment on Michael's looks because tabloids do that enough, but I think it's quite obvious in these pics that something isn't quite right with Mikey. He looks very tired. I believe he had just arrived in Oman so most likely the plane ride didn't agree with him. Working on that H. Katrina single(writer and producer) as much as he has must be exsausting too.

I can't believe Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey have actually broken up!!!! Mom was telling me they have on our way back from nie-nie's just a short while ago and I was like "They really did break up?" like I didn't believe it. But it's true. I looked up news articles just now and the statement is right there from them. Shitty media. The way they've constantly criticized thier marriage and made up rumors about them week after week after week for so long, I wouldn't be suprised if that was presicily the reason they broke up. This is sad because it might just mean the public giving the tabloid media more credibility than they obviously do not deserve since the rumors that Jessica and Nick's marriage was in trouble turned out to somwhow be true. I guess the only thing to stress is to leave them the hell alone because it might mean them possibly getting back together. IMO, they shouldn't speak further about this. That only fuels more of the tabloid bullshit. Brad Pitt and Jennifer Anistin(well at least her) did that and look what it caused. Thier private lives are slandered on every magazine cover every single week. Just button your faces you two.

LOL.

Statement From Michael Jackson's Publicist

Praise the lord that the Good Morning America crap on Michael has been cleared up today!!! I still can't believe they did that shit....completly uncalled for and heartless.

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE: Ramone K. Bain

November 23, 2005

ATTENTION FANS OF MICHAEL JACKSON

Michael Jackson does not have a racist bone in his body. Never would he say anything, or do anything, that would be offensive to any ethnic group, or hurtful to any ethnic group. It is not in his character, or his being.

He has spent his entire life reaching out to people throughout the world by spreading love though music, and his philanthropic efforts.

It is unfortunate that these tapes are being disseminated throughout the airways without any "due deligence" with regards to authanticity. However, Mr. Meserau is representing Mr. Jackson in this matter and the truth will be revealed.

Because this is an on-going legal matter, we are not issuing any statements at this time.

Source: Ramone K. Bain/ MJJForum Fan Club Liason

Horrible Afternoon....

This afternoon was so horrible for so many reasons it's ridiculus. I don't know what else could possibly happen to make this day any worse. First off, I Mom called me while she was at work at noon asking me if I was going to go to nie-nie's house because there was going to be this big early Thanksgiving dinner thing. I felt like eating there so I said yes and I had to be ready to go by 2 o' clock. Well, dumbass me lost track of time and I started getting ready too late so I couldn't take a shower and wear my hair down. I also couldn't find a top to wear under a shirt because it's cold as hell outside, and I ended up wasting like 10 minutes looking for it. I was not ready by the time mom got home, leaving me rushing to get as presentable as possible. At least I was able to find something to wear that was clean and I got to wash my face and put on moisturizer. Makeup had to be put on in the car, which that didn't turn out as good as I thought.

The dinner at nie-nie's was good......at first. There were so many people there(most of them I had only met a few times in my life) and the minute we walked in the door everyone was about to say Grace. Kinda awkward. I ate but not alot. It's not like the food was horrible but not exactly what I was in the mood for. I feel guilty saying this because it's Thanksgiving, therefore I should be thankful. It was a little hard for me trying to feel comfortable with everyone else in the house because again, I barely know any of these people and they don't know me. I couldn't wait to leave, to be honest. I also needed to get in some time of driving since I hadn't in a week, so I asked mom if we could do that when we left and she said yes. God, how I wish I could turn back time and not have asked her. Mom was extremely short of patience today from having to work this morning and I should have noticed it earlier. We went driving around the back roads in nie-nie's niehborhood and it was truly an extremely irritating experiance. Mom had no patience with me whatsoever and would not stop bitching about what I was doing, which IMO, only made things worse. Yes, I often get too close to the side of the road because I don't think I should be driving in the middle of it. Mom kept panicking and trying to steer the wheel herself from the pasenger's seat over and over and OVER again and by the time we were finished, I was seething. So, we go back to nie-nie's house to pick up Zach and Mom tells me to go get him while she waits in the car, only making me more irritated. I go in and find Zach lying on Chris's bed watching some shit football game. I tell him that we need to go and he says hold on a minute I wanna watch this and I get pissed off and YELL at him that we need to go and mom is waiting outside. It never crossed my mind that there were alot of people in the living room and the kitchen who could hear everything I was saying. I made the biggest ass of myself and I should have apologized but I didn't. I just stormed out of the house without saying anything.

I go back to the car and Zach starts talking shit about me like he always does just for laughs and that makes me even MORE upset and as soon as we take off in the car, I brake down and start crying and I went striaght to my room when we got to the house and cried until mom told me to come out because she had told dad what Zach was doing in the car. Dad hugged me and asked me if Zach teasing me was the reason I was crying and I said no. I didn't want to talk about it. I just wanted to lock myself in my room and listen to Marah Carey until I felt better. Mom told dad that I was also upset because of what happened when I was drinving today and dad asked me if I wanted to try again with him today but I said no and we should just do it another day. Today I am too pissed off to continue with this bullshit and I need to cool off. I didn't want to hear anymore about it from them but Mom stupidly knocks on my door for no other reason than to continue bugging me about going driving again when I had already said no. It was just really stupid and I told her to get out of my room and I locked her out. She's been napping ever since. God, I could kick my ass for even bringing up the idea of going driving with her when I should have known she was too tired and impatient to do it.

So, that was how my afternoon was. And now I need to study for my Biology test and find some info for an essay I'm doing in English.

Peace:)

Wiered Morning.......

Just a few minutes ago I had a great entry already written but dumbass me did something that deleted all of it *smacks forhead again*

Mom and Dad had this huge argument this morning. It was over something really stupid too!!! Well, actually it was a legitimate issue but it wouldn't have ecalated what it did had Mom not have raised hell to Dad without letting him explain himself first. I don't know exactly what happened, but from what I heard from being woken up by it, it had something to do with money. Figures. At least everything is OK now and I hope it doesn't happen again.

Anywho, at the right> is probably the most recent picture of Michael from a few days ago. He was visiting Oman, which is in the middle east. His hair is a little fucked up but looking great, as usual:)

More Pics Of Mike.......

More pics of my man that I came across. Enjoy:)

Damn This Crazy World!!!!

Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker, Chris Tucker...........

OMG why the hell have I been thinking about this incredibly gorgeous man for the past like, 2 days?? I mean, I do think about him every so often but this seems very different. The other day out of my own curiousity I browsed through pictures of him on Getty Images and was shocked to read a summery under one acknologing a beautiful young woman beside him as his "wife". I was very suprised because I had no idea he was married. I know that he was engaged to the mother of his son but they broke up in 2003 and if he was married I think I would know about it....wouldn't I?? I honestly think the writer of that summery was mistaken and I refuse to believe anything else until I read some hard core proof :/. God, I would be so devestated if it was true and he's married. I know that I'm only 16 but and what I'm feeling may be just bullshit BUT DAMMIT IT HURTS!!!! I mean, I came across Toni Braxton's new song "Trippen" on the internet and listened to it and within seconds it made me think of Chris. I must have listened to that song 6 or 7 times consecutively.

God, I am so fucked up *shakes head*.

New Pics Of Michael!!!!!

How great to see pics from just TODAY of my man and even better that he looks happy!!!! These are from a dinner that he went to, btw. Looking great I must add:)

!Reunited!

Today something quite suprising happened today during 7th period. A good childhood friend that I have not seen since 5th grade has moved back to this school district from Geraldine. His name is Michael and I was really good friends with him in elementary school. He probably doesn't remember me but I recognised him almost immediately when I saw him at the beginning of class today. He looks the same in alot of ways: the same face, hair, bone structure, little belly(lol). His clothes were clean but baggy and wrinkled. But he was kinda cute....sorta. I didn't hear him talk much but when he did, his voice is a bit high. Some people back in school when he was still here said things like he's homosexual because he seemed like the kinda boy who was but damn, he hadn't even started puberty yet so that was basically a load of shit. I couldn't help questioning his sexuality for a split second when he was talking to Mrs. Swords but it really is stupid to speculate on such things about a person you basically barely know anymore.

I guess he had just signed the period before by the time 7th period started so maybe I'll have more classes with him tomorrow.

I'm Baaaaack Bitches LOL

OK, by the last time I posted, blogging here was starting to get very boring and I took a break for a little while. Recently, I set up a msn space but I'm not really feeling it so today I felt inspired to fire this one up again LOL.

God, I've missed so much school it's ridiculus and I have so much makeup work it's ridiculus and I've been coughing so much it's ridiculus. Mom should have given me 2 teaspoons of that cough syrup instead of just 1 because it'll make me sleepy and feel good. I mean WTH?? I want to go to sleep and I won't be able to with this hacking cough that won't go away.

Back to the makeup work, which I have so much of I don't know how I'm going to be able to catch up. I did most of the work I've missed in algebra just now and I guess I should go ahead and do that current event for health also. I have 4 more days to do the rest of the crap.

I know that probably some of the best blogs that are the most enjoyable to read are those of people who have alot of interesting things happen to them in thier lives so they have something interesting to write about and I don't think that's that case with me because not much(interesting anyway) happens to me. At least not recently I know that LOL.